Heart knows how to survive

People on the outside always told me the greatest happiness in life comes from listening to your heart..I have never tried it..since my onset...I have always accepted what came my way with utmost gratitude and sincerity...I worked it,rain or shine..to be good at it...there were learnings...there were ambitions in my aimless journey....but from the inside I felt lonely to face the reality with my gut,
my true self...
with my decision ...
with my right to listen to the only heart that was resting since long...
Today...when I happened to listen to it...the world is against me...laughing at my madness...cursing me and waiting for opportunities to see me fall...I, at the top of my voice.. skipping the beats ...thought I will find happiness ..running for it,searching in a hopeless lot...but all am is...surrounded with mocking wicked laughs...potentially gathered, amassed pelting of stones...yet I stand ,all by my heart cos this choice makes me more lively when the world is plotting to kill me...I cant predict my future ..but i will be happy to accept the responsibility of living in it
Am a wandering soul of the present..less do I care for the future...my heart once believed in fairy tales...and surroundings haunt me making dreary frails , but
People once told me the greatest happiness comes from listening to ones heart...and heart knows how to survive