On his wedding

I lost you...

I lost you , losing to my own self...
Lost you to the pain,i never felt
Lost you to the day,that will never rise
Lost you to the shine,my soul once felt
Lost you to the hope,that could again cope
Lost you for i have lost my sense
Lost you for the thought that u could be mine
Lost you to the chances that I should have taken
Lost you to the texts,i carry the blame

We could be earth and the sky
We could be river and the rain
We could be the dark behind the light
We could be the music and the song
We could be the heart and mind

I made it a test and u left me at rest
Missing gets this harder...As u drift away
Thoughts just get tougher ..Cos i never felt this way
I blame me for what we brought on ourself

Wish I could rewind for my time I can be honest
Wish I had some time to digest this regret
I envy the gal who stops me from my pain
Wish to stop this world or my spinning mind to get u back,but her smile is all that tears me apart

I lost you long back ...I just blame this missing, till u are at your gain ,
for i have lost u and u ,   nothing....